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In short these shortcomings were a great impediment to my growth in life and also seriously affected my day to working. I could not concentrate on any activities as always these thoughts would occupy my mind. Some time I used to think of committing suicide. Many a times I would think why this is with me. In job also I used to avoid meeting top bosses. And I am grateful to god for that matter. I have to therefore settle down with government job which for god's sake I could able to secure. exams but I knew that I would not because of this serious shortcomings. Though I desired to do post graduate and appear in U.P.S.C. In verbal exams also I could not fare well because of anxiety and nervousness in spite of knowing the matter. In engineering college also I used to avoid interactions with teaching staff and other students except chosen few in order to hide my ailment. For god's sake, I could secure 71% and got admission in Engineering college.
#The art of living sudarshan kriya how to
11 th Standards (year 1978), though I know how to solve all the questions papers, I could write only up to 80-75% with shaking hands. This worry occupied major portion of my mind putting block on creative and clear thinking. This anxiety and nervousness would not allow me to speak properly in front of any new person and I would struggle to speak even few words to express myself though I might know the matter. Because of this I was suffering tremendous anxiety in mind whether I could perform or not or what will happen if the opposite person see me with my hands shaking. These tremors would increase whenever I have to meet someone or there is any important event such as interview or facing new situations or persons. I was good in studies but in examinations I could not perform because I could not write the question papers in given time. Normally pattern of hand writing is set some where around the age of 7-8 years however in my case hand writing would depend on tremors in hand at that time. I used to literally struggle to write and which eventually end up with very bad hand writing.
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Since my childhood I have noticed that I have tremors in my hand. This experience will not only benefit those who have not done the basic part I course but also to those who have done the course but are irregular with the follow up kriya or having slight doubt in their mind regarding the benefits of the Sudarshan kriya: This is my experience with the miraculous healing power of Sudarshan Kriya.